You were always my love.
When I was about 12 years old I met Petra, five years older and eyes So beautiful. We were at the riding school. When the riding school closed I didn’t see her anymore. When I was 15 I was biking around with a friend of mine end we drive by the racing track. In a split second I saw Those eyes again an d we stopped. That was the beginning of learning to ride as a jockey and experiencing my first love. We were young and discovered love together. I was 15 and scores of wat the world would think, I kept it a secret for a year or two.
As I grew older, I got curious to see What there was to discover in the lesbian world. About two years later we split up and I broke her heart massifly. My curiousity for What there was more in this world was to big. We both moved on. During the years Those blue eyes came along. And always one of us was in a relationship. A kiss, two kisses and than we had to move on. In the years we both got Married and kids. I divorced after a few years and moved with my two beautiful daughters to my hometown. On the socials we followed eachother, send a text every now and than.
At one moment , five years ago she texted me that het marriage was over. She had a rough relationship with a narcistic woman. She was hurt So much. I said I would Come over we could talk. I drove to the other side of the country to see her. The netherlands aren’t that big it was a three hour drive. The moment I saw her blue eyes again I knew in my heart that I would not let go this time. We talked for hours. Her abusive relationship made het a shadow of the woman she used to be. But intantly felt our love connection again. We went to diner, kept talking.went home and kept talking during the night. The next morning I knew I fell in love all over again. When I drove away I was So confused, Made myself very clear that I would stay with my girls and that was it.
We Started talking in the phone for hours and decided that we were gong to see where this headed and that our girls stay out of it for a while. I underrestemated my girls. They felt that something had changed in me and asked me if I was in love. I didn’t want to lie So I told the truth.In my hurry to leave I forgot my pillow. Petra and her daughter came by to bring it the next weekend bedoel they went to her sister. When we saw eachother there was a firework in my tummy. We tried not to show it to out daughters. Mission failed ! As she legt my girls had million of questions and I answered them all. We had to go to the divorce of Petra with everything that came with it. But we stayed strong. We drove to eachother when we could. One dat my phone rings and the minute I picked it up she said I am coming to you and I will stay. The girls were pretty excited, they connected naturely with her.
Now five years further. We are married. Have dogs and cats and a racehorse which is trainer by my wife and ridden by our daughter. Our three daughters are sisters and we are there parents. It all fits So good. My wife and I are really soulmates there is no doubt in my mind that we belonged together from the beginning. My first and last love, she is my everything!
When I was about 12 years old I met Petra, five years older and eyes So beautiful. We were at the riding school. When the riding school closed I didn’t see her anymore. When I was 15 I was biking around with a friend of mine end we drive by the racing track. In a split second I saw Those eyes again an d we stopped. That was the beginning of learning to ride as a jockey and experiencing my first love. We were young and discovered love together. I was 15 and scores of wat the world would think, I kept it a secret for a year or two.
As I grew older, I got curious to see What there was to discover in the lesbian world. About two years later we split up and I broke her heart massifly. My curiousity for What there was more in this world was to big. We both moved on. During the years Those blue eyes came along. And always one of us was in a relationship. A kiss, two kisses and than we had to move on. In the years we both got Married and kids. I divorced after a few years and moved with my two beautiful daughters to my hometown. On the socials we followed eachother, send a text every now and than.
At one moment , five years ago she texted me that het marriage was over. She had a rough relationship with a narcistic woman. She was hurt So much. I said I would Come over we could talk. I drove to the other side of the country to see her. The netherlands aren’t that big it was a three hour drive. The moment I saw her blue eyes again I knew in my heart that I would not let go this time. We talked for hours. Her abusive relationship made het a shadow of the woman she used to be. But intantly felt our love connection again. We went to diner, kept talking.went home and kept talking during the night. The next morning I knew I fell in love all over again. When I drove away I was So confused, Made myself very clear that I would stay with my girls and that was it.
We Started talking in the phone for hours and decided that we were gong to see where this headed and that our girls stay out of it for a while. I underrestemated my girls. They felt that something had changed in me and asked me if I was in love. I didn’t want to lie So I told the truth.In my hurry to leave I forgot my pillow. Petra and her daughter came by to bring it the next weekend bedoel they went to her sister. When we saw eachother there was a firework in my tummy. We tried not to show it to out daughters. Mission failed ! As she legt my girls had million of questions and I answered them all. We had to go to the divorce of Petra with everything that came with it. But we stayed strong. We drove to eachother when we could. One dat my phone rings and the minute I picked it up she said I am coming to you and I will stay. The girls were pretty excited, they connected naturely with her.
Now five years further. We are married. Have dogs and cats and a racehorse which is trainer by my wife and ridden by our daughter. Our three daughters are sisters and we are there parents. It all fits So good. My wife and I are really soulmates there is no doubt in my mind that we belonged together from the beginning. My first and last love, she is my everything!
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You were always my love.
