Thank you Mystery Woman 🥰
My love story starts in a bar, as many good love stories do.
I used to be a straight ally, I'd ball my eyes out to Macklemore and get WAY too mad when friends experienced homophobia, but I hated the thought of girly bits, I mean ew!
But for some reason I REALLY admired certain actresses, I thought queer people were so dang cool and as a child, my girl best friend and I planned to live together on a farm, with animals and no boys. I was absolutely straight though, surely.
Well one night, I decided I was bored. I wanted to go dancing! No friends close by so I went alone.I ended up chatting with some guys until closing, as we walked out a girl comes up to me, chats for a moment then kisses me....I mean why not!
I've been that girl who's comfortable kissing girls whil drunk, let's gooooo! I kiss her back. But wait, it's different? We both get more into it and start making out more passionately.
We finish, she says bye and runs to her friends. I do not move, just look and listen, listening to the weird sensations my body has presented me with.
After a moment, I start to walk home left with this feeling of knowing yet confusion, of passion and lust.
The next few weeks were spent reading the lesbian master doc, watching videos, hearing stories and most importantly having vivid gay memories of childhood that I was seeing in a new light.
I don't really know who that girl was or why she decided to kiss me but I appreciate her.I was 25 and she'd essentially unlocked my queer self for me. Before this I was having an identity crisis, I felt like a grey human, like my colour was missing, something was wrong with the self but I felt hopeless trying to figure it out. When she kissed me she showed me where my colour was hiding, deep in a closet, so deep I couldn't find it.
Ever since, my life's been filled with so much joy! With self expression and this beautiful understanding of my own self. I've marched in Pride, I've dyed and shaved my hair, made a bunch of queer friends and even have a goal to perform at a queer event.
My big love is falling in love with my true self.
I'm so glad I got to meet me. 🥰
My love story starts in a bar, as many good love stories do.
I used to be a straight ally, I'd ball my eyes out to Macklemore and get WAY too mad when friends experienced homophobia, but I hated the thought of girly bits, I mean ew!
But for some reason I REALLY admired certain actresses, I thought queer people were so dang cool and as a child, my girl best friend and I planned to live together on a farm, with animals and no boys. I was absolutely straight though, surely.
Well one night, I decided I was bored. I wanted to go dancing! No friends close by so I went alone.I ended up chatting with some guys until closing, as we walked out a girl comes up to me, chats for a moment then kisses me....I mean why not!
I've been that girl who's comfortable kissing girls whil drunk, let's gooooo! I kiss her back. But wait, it's different? We both get more into it and start making out more passionately.
We finish, she says bye and runs to her friends. I do not move, just look and listen, listening to the weird sensations my body has presented me with.
After a moment, I start to walk home left with this feeling of knowing yet confusion, of passion and lust.
The next few weeks were spent reading the lesbian master doc, watching videos, hearing stories and most importantly having vivid gay memories of childhood that I was seeing in a new light.
I don't really know who that girl was or why she decided to kiss me but I appreciate her.I was 25 and she'd essentially unlocked my queer self for me. Before this I was having an identity crisis, I felt like a grey human, like my colour was missing, something was wrong with the self but I felt hopeless trying to figure it out. When she kissed me she showed me where my colour was hiding, deep in a closet, so deep I couldn't find it.
Ever since, my life's been filled with so much joy! With self expression and this beautiful understanding of my own self. I've marched in Pride, I've dyed and shaved my hair, made a bunch of queer friends and even have a goal to perform at a queer event.
My big love is falling in love with my true self.
I'm so glad I got to meet me. 🥰
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